Post by Deleted on Apr 7, 2013 18:04:09 GMT -5
Okay. Not house top. More like... barrack top. Whichever... Edmund sighed, his hands behind his head, his dark brown eyes gazing at the sky. He didn't even know what time it was, but he liked it out here, so he was going to stay. It was better than being in his barrack bed at any rate. If anyone wanted to call him out on it, he was technically obeying the curfew. He may not have been in his barrack, but he was there in a sense. He was ON the roof, for gods sakes. Push him down a few feet, and there he was, IN the barrack. Besides, there was no point in him even going to bed: he only really used it for like, what? Three hours at best? No. He wasn't going to turn into bed only to toss and turn and not even go to sleep. He was going to stay out here, under the stars, where at least he could see some beauty. At least out here, at this late hour, he could wood carve in solitude without anyone bothering him.
He remembered going up onto the roof at Em's house. He'd creep up (much like what he did here), and just stare at the stars, wondering if his parents and sister were looking down at him. Wondering if they still loved him or if they hated him. That all got spoiled by coming to this camp. There was no freaking heaven. All the dead were below them. Above them, were just the gods of Mount Olympus. Somewhere, up there, the gods that were there at the time (since, face it, a lot of the egotistical bastards had started invading camp. Something Ed was not taking too kindly to) were looking down. They were probably either laughing or scoffing at this camp, the demigods, and the mortals of earth. The sudden thought of that made him sick. All the Earthlings were all just freaking pawns in their stupid, eternal play; all just for their never ending amusement. Sure, the old actors would die, but new ones would be born to replace them, and the cycle would continue. Didn't they have anything better to do than mess around with lives and pop out kids that they never were going to be there for?
Besides, it was vastly unfair to the mortal. Not many were told exactly what kind of love affair they were getting into when they decided to bed a god. It was just sort of like: Hey! I got you knocked up, congratulations. Now: I'm going to leave. It may break your heart, it may not, whichever; however, at any rate, you're going to have a kid that may or may not not live until they're ten because monsters will be after them. You may also get your house destroyed. On the chance they do survive, send them to Camp Jupiter at age ten. They may get eaten by a wolf, but it's for the best! Then leave your child there, year round, for ten years with minimal contact. Their childhood will get stripped and they will get the crap beaten out of them as they are morphed into a Roman solider. Then, he used to day dream about his family. Now, he just stared at the stars as something to fill his sleepless hours.OOC: Yeah, had a lot of Ed muse...
Can you say Ed rant? >.< Sorry, I mean no offense to the people who play gods here D:
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