Post by Deleted on Feb 27, 2013 11:08:33 GMT -5
Lilith looked at Felicity while she talked about how she should remember her parents, only the bright side of them, the good moments she spent with them, the ones that were worth to keep in memory. She was right in so many ways, she was right and she knew it!Yet she couldn't just have them in mind like that, she knew she would also have to remember them in the dark moments, the moments that pushed them to do the things they did to keep her safe, the actions that eventually got them killed.
"I know... the good moments, the good actions" she smiled at Felicity and felt guilty for keeping so much from her. She was being so nice, trying to make her feel better about her crappy life, still she wasn't being completely honest to her and maybe she would never be able to be earnest. She gave her so many reasons why they weren't going to get the prize of best child, she was right, they left their mortal families, almost never met their immortal ones. but still... they weren't suppossed to betray them all, right?
No matter what other legionaries had done to their families, they had never done what Lilith was suppossed to do to her family, close and extended one. Felicity talked about leaving their families for at least ten years, well that was just a slight thing, it was like going to a boarding school and in some cases they could go back to their families at least in holidays. But in lilith's case, she wasn't going to do that, she was going to bring death, destruction, desolation and pain to all of them! Peaople running, playing and enjoying life in New Rome, in Jupiter's camp and even in the mortal world... they would just fall in Mors' arms and it would be her fault!
"Careful girl! you know the consecuaneces of your acts!" When she heard Mors' voice in her head she breathed deeply and tried to calm down her mind, she didn't want to cry in front of Felicity, she would really find out what was going on, and Mors would kill her, well maybe not Felicity because she was Pluto's daughter, but Alistair, Cassie, Ryan, Levi, Lance, Jay! No!! she must control herself! "you are so right! thank you Felicity, It really... really helped me to talk to you" she smiled earnestly and then looked at the paper scraps. "ok, no promises, but I really hope to get one of those one day in the future" she smiled and winked at Felicity. Then she knew she should go, if her centurion saw her out of bed, could get really angry, he wanted to take them early in the morning to Mars fields. "I must go now... I'll get my glass of milk and then go to bed" she smiled at her, she kissed her cheek and then waved at her. "see you later! and remember, you are an amazing Centurion and friend!"
NOTES: ok, we can finish it here and later we can start a new one XD what do you think?