Night training (OPEN)

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Zoète Liefdesgod❅ Zoe walked into the fields of mars wearing only her leather armor and her gladius in it's sheath. It was after the curfew at most of the cohorts, hour that all campers should be in bed and sleep, but Zoe just couldn't go to sleep, it was too hot in that moment to sleep well, she thought that maybe some fresh air would help, besides during the night was the only moment she could train without being bullied about her past action during the last war. It wasn't that she was a very good fighter, so she wasn't scared of hurting others with her warrior skills, if they ever attacked her, she only didn't like to hurt others or to fight. So walking into the fields of Mars that night, she felt kind of more free to move and train than when she was forced to train with her cohort. She grabbed the handle of her gladius and breathed deeply, then took it off its sheath and walked directly to a dummy there, she got a fighting stance, the way she remembered the centurion of her cohort had told them to do it. It was an offensive stance, but it didn't feel good, she didn't feel good with it. She changed it then to a defensive stance, and rolled her eyes. "Perfect Zoe... you keep acting as a coward mouse..." She scolded herself as her centurion would, how would she defend camp from Saturn's forces, if she was defending herself?! She sighed and put her gladius back in the sheath, then she glared at the dummy and without noticing it, the weather around her started getting really cold. Some ice covered the dummy's body, so when she noticed that, she walked around the dummy and smiled, it would be so easy to just think about it and the ice covering the dummy would get deeper in it, freezing it completely, making it so fragil, as fragil as any other thing that got frozen and could be broken with a single swing of a sword, but then it wouldn't have been her job, right? It would be the job of the ice, the weather, not hers! Then she looked into the lifeless face of the dummy and closed her eyes turning back from it. "I won't kill anyone... I won't kill them!" she said and breathed deeply as some snow flakes fell to the ground around her. I'll stop the world and melt with you

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What was sleep? Something Felicity didn't really care for nowadays. She wanted to earn the sleep, work hard for it. Remus was always working hard and he barely got any sleep. Felicity therefore needed to work hard. She wanted to help out as best as she could during the war. Pushing herself with her shadow abilities, testing her limit, but not anywhere near people just in case she had another incident like she did the summer after the war which resulted in deaths. True, she couldn't quite remember how or why it had happened, but she knew it happened, it was in her file. She would be able to talk about it, but to actually discuss her limitation that ended that day, she was left with nothing to answer with.

As Felicity walked towards the field of Mars after taking her stygian iron sword from its hiding place, stupid New Rome rules, she was left thinking and not paying attention. It wasn't until she heard the familiar sound of crunch under her foot did she notice the cold air and the snow and ice. Why did it sound familiar though? Oh, right. Her file said she was raised in Colorado and that place was known for snow.

Felicity looked around and saw the light haired female near a dummy. She rubbed her arms as she knit her eyebrows together trying to place her or whether or not she was a demigod or goddess. Was there a deity over snow? Felicity thought for a moment. "Khione." Felicity thought aloud, watching the girl as she turned around and yelled something about not killing anyone. Felicity was taken aback. What was she talking about. Felicity cleared her throat as she walked towards the girl. Her footsteps crunching in the ice and snow.

"I couldn't help but overhear but, isn't that the point of a war? To kill people." Felicity said to her. Granted, it probably wasn't the best thing to start a conversation with. But when had Felicity ever cared about etiquette? She placed her hand on the hilt of her sheathed sword as she stood relaxed, watching the girl. From the looked of her she had to be a camper. Wasn't it past their bedtime? That was why Felicity was out here. It was the only time she was able to practice without the fear of harming anyone else. After all, the Fields of Mars was where she lost control the last disastrous time. Felicity was determined to not have that happen again. As long as people were nearby she wasn't going to practice, therefore no practice tonight. Instead, she'll try to see what was bothering this girl and why she proclaimed her resistance to kill people. With a war coming on the horizon, Felicity was certain the camp would need all the fighters they could manage and to have someone who was most likely descendant from Khione would come extremely handy.

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notes: sorry if its awkward. I just wanted to thread with Zoe and I think they have friend potential. I could pull it down if you want.

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Tag: Felicity Words: 484 Notes: I missed Felicity like that! XD

Zoète Liefdesgod❅ Zoe was looking at the snow at her feet when she heard a voice. something in the back of her head told her that she knew that voice, that she used to be close to that voice and that she even trusted the owner! she made a slight frown, it was more like a deep knit of her brows. She moved and looked back, she wasn't sure what she would find, but she trusted it to be nothing that could put her life in danger or at least not in a direct and inmediate way. when she looked back, with the dim lights of the lights around, she managed to see a face, to distinguish some features that she thought she would never see at some point of her life and then that she never thought she would be able to meet again. She dedicated the girl with wavy, long, dark hair, one of her most sincere and soft smiles. "It is good to see you, walking around, safe and sound." she said and hoped that Felicity could at least remember some of the funny moments they used to have when they were younger. Then she breathed deeply and thought on the days that Felicity got back from the quest and she was put in the infirmary with no memory at all. "Maybe you don't remember me..." she aproached slowly in case Felicity thought she maight attack her. "I'm Zoéte Liefdesgod." she said and did a slight wave at the daughter of Pluto. Then she thought the many days she tried to see her, but by strict orders no one could see Felicity, only the authorities and members of the infirmary. Well after some time, Zoe got satisfied with the news of Felicity being well, living in the City and getting better. Then she thought about her question and smiled again. "Yes... war is to inflict as many damage as you can to the other side, some would describe it like that, but I've also seen others that explain war as the way to protect hose who you love the most." She smiled and shrugged. Then she thought she would reply in a better way. She thought on the way, she rememeber that time when Felicity rose those corpses and they killed so many campers. Zoe had been one of the few that remained on her side, without a word and without a question or regret about it. So... maybe now she could reply in a way that Felicity could remember or at least feel comfortable with. "If I think on that last definition... then both sides are just protecting someone, so how would I kill someone that is protecting someone they love! Therefore, I won't kill anyone in this war, so as I didn't kill anyone past war." and for that was considered traitor both in camp and in the titan's army. I'll stop the world and melt with you

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Felicity knit her eyebrows at the girl. There wasn't anything she could pull up on the girl, but yet she knew her. Dang it. Stupid amnesia, making its case known again. Felicity had been doing such a good job at faking it too. But then there would be a moment like this one where an old acquaintance would show up and greet her like an old friend and Felicity would look at them like a stranger, much like what was happening now. Felicity was about to apologize and explain that she has no idea who the individual before her is, but the she started talking again. At least she figured Felicity didn't remember. That was more than what a majority of people had done when she first woke up. She appreciated the people who did that. But that didn't mean Felicity was going to introduce herself. The female obviously knew her. Instead she gave a soft, friendly smile in greeting.

At her explanation of war Felicity found herself knitting her eyebrows together again. In a way it made sense, but it was different for this war. Those working for Saturn weren't fighting because they loved the balding Titan, they were doing it because they held a different opinion. Just how Felicity wouldn't be fighting for the gods when she raises her sword to fight with the camp. She was just doing it to help Remus, who was someone she loved, granted, but she didn't believe in the belief for this war. She made a face.

"Thats stupid! No one on that side is fighting because they love Saturn. They just love the belief he put in their head. And I'm not fighting for the camp because I love the gods." Felicity started before taking a breath. "People die in wars. They always do. Even if you choose not to fight people will die. But think of the people you could save if you do choose to fight. You could protect hundreds of the campers, save their lives. Save them from an early death." Felicity finished, almost putting a plea in her voice. Felicity understood death better than a majority of people. Heck, her ears would be ringing for the entire time of the war as another person until the sound almost became deafening. And she would mourn those who die, regardless whether or not she had known them. She wasn't totally heartless, but her mourning was different, she wasn't going to cry. She had witnessed too many deaths for tears to fall. Unless it was someone who impacted her, like Edmund, Ethan, Remus, even Josh and possible Lyn, mainly due to her age. Her quest family and fiancee, she connected to them more than anyone else at camp. True, there was Clare, Charlie, Gunnar, Chris and Kyle, but there was distance between them. The five previously mentioned were her family, those were the people she would cry over.

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Tag: @jackyd7813 Words: 427 Notes: lol let's have fun with them!! XD

Zoète Liefdesgod❅ The daughter of Pluto had a point in her words. She knew she had it! but in Zoe's heart she didn't want to accept it, if she did it, she would have to face the fact that she would have to kill others to make this war stop faster, but... NO! killing someone was against all what she had learnt. Yes she had killed before, a kid at home, some campers when she early got there, but never because she wanted to do it, she had gotten scared or really angry, but after that she had felt totally bad, sad, depressed guilt. each time she killed someone, she felt a piece of her heart gor frost too and she feared that after war she ended up being as cold inside as the corpses that she would leave on the battle field. So she rather help people, save lifes even when her nature was to kill them all. "Even if they don't fight for love... I have no right to take their lives!" She said knowing that for some reason her words were stupid as Felicity had described them, even more now that she had someone in camp that she cared about. Not only her Centurion, who she adored, or some of her cohorters, like Ethan, Felicity, Lexi... even Rhiannon who was with Saturn... maybe other reason not to kill them. But then... there was also other person, Ronan Redpath. She still didn't know what she felt for him, but... she would never forget herself if something happened to him because of her. she then looked at Felicity again and tilted her head, she knew what the daughter of Pluto had done in the past, she had lost her mind, she had killed many with her powers and that wasn't even necessary, so why couldn't she see that fighting and agression wasn't always the answer?! why was she so eager to kill other living creatures? "I don't know if it is because of your parentage, but you seem to bee eager to kill and to destroy lives..." She said and then tried to calm down, as the air around them started to get cooler and colder. "I don't want to kill others, no matter what they had done till now. I know that Saturn is playing with them, then they only need to see the truth, why should I kill them?!" I'll stop the world and melt with you

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The air turned colder around them. It being summer Felicity was unprepared to the drop in temperature but she tried not to be phased by it as she breathed, watching the breath form in front of her as the warm air from her lungs hit with the cool air outside. And people thought Felicity was the only who needed to work on control of her powers. Don't they ever see that powers are linked to emotions? Especially with people with active ones, like dealing with shadows or ice? Felicity wasn't the only messed up, the girl in front of her was too.

As she finished talking Felicity narrowed her eyes at the girl. Felicity wasn't eager to see death. To kill people. How dare she throw up that stereotype. How dare she just assume something out of her. No, Felicity wasn't eager to watch people die, to have her ears ring every time someone left this world with Mors to enter her fathers kingdom. She didn't want that. She would prefer if it didn't happen. But she wasn't stupid or naive. Felicity knew that if you didn't fight you would die. The war would never be won. People would die because you choose to just sit on the sidelines and watch. By fighting you're keeping those you care about safe. You have the chance to save someone, granted it would be done by killing another but that was the point.

Her emotions were getting to her as anger rose in Felicity and nearby shadow flicked around. "Why should you kill them?" Felicity let out a slight laugh. "Because if you don't. They'll kill you. They'll kill those you care about. They're too under Saturns spell. When you get that far. There's no coming back. The only thing that can stop them is a sword through them. Because if you don't kill them, they'll kill you. And they would probably make you suffer, at least if you kill them you can give them a quick, painless death. They don't care about you or anyone in this camp. None of them. Not Warlow, Robinson, Simons, or anyone else. They want you dead. And you sitting here talking about not killing anyone is just going to make their job easier. So fine. Don't fight. Maybe you'll thaw out on your pyre." Felicity said, her anger clear at the end of her rant.

She realized what she had said though and widened her eyes some, shocked at her own words before glancing down. This was not how the post-amnesia Felicity was suppose to be. She was suppose to be more cool and collected. For all Felicity knew this girl could have looked up to her before. Been in the same cohort. Maybe Felicity was once her centurion. Gods, this side of her showing up again. She shrugged it off on how late it was. After all, it was past curfew and she had been training her own self. Perhaps it was all coming back to her.

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Zoète Liefdesgod❅ she didn't expect Felicity's reaction, or maybe she did. The daughter of Pluto exploted at her and started telling her why she should kill those demigods that were on Saturn's side, well for sure Felicity knew what she was talking about and maybe that was where Zoe would land her self defense. some snow flakes started to fall over their heads, for her it was just a nice day outside, for Felicity... well maybe not that much. In that moment she was aware of the temperatura and what she was doing, in fact she was preparing herself fo some... demonstration, but she knew she had to be patient, Felicity was one of the big three daughter and she was far way more powerful than any children of the goddess of the ice and snow. She then sighed and smiled at Felicity. "you came back..." she said and then turned to walk to where a dummy was and touched it, it got frost and then she only hit it on a specific spot, it shattered in hundreds of pieces and fell to the ground making a beautiful rain of transparent crystals with sand color glimmers. She then looked at Felicity again acting really calm and relax as the cold started to stick Felicity's shoes to the ground. "you said no one came back from his sweet words of hate and decieve... well, my former Centurion, you came back. If you came back and betrayed him, then maybe others can do it too, and then non of them deserve death!" She said calmly and then looked away from her. She breathed deeply feeling the cold air filling her lungs, Felicity did have a point, the soldiers under Saturn's commands would stop and they would hurt her at any moment possible, but Zoe didn't want to hurt any of them, not if it was possible. also she knew that not only them would try to kill her, it had happened before, also her side would try to do it, they would try to kill her the moment they saw she wasn't attacking the enemy, same thing happened last war. so this time she was going to be a bit more active, but not deathly, not if it was possible to spare their lives. "I won't kill them Felicity, I can't do that, they deserve life as much as we do..."  then she looked back at Felicity and smiled softly. "I will stop them but won't kill them." in that moment some ice formed around Felicity's legs, for sure the daughter of Pluto would be able to get out of that, to step out of the ice, but she wanted her to see that she could stop them without killing them. "they will be stopped, but not killed." I'll stop the world and melt with you

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Felicity scuffed. Like she was to be used as a prime counter argument against herself. She came back only because she found out Saturn lied to her and he broke the one promise that kept her at his side. The promise to not hurt Remus Stone. That was the final thread. The moment she saw how banged up he was in the infirmary during the IM message she couldn't handle it. She wanted to break down and cry right there. Cry at how much of an idiot she was and how much pain she had made those she cared about go through. She wish someone had stopped her before she got as far as she did. And she went to confront Saturn, which resulted in her amnesia. Felicity narrowed her eyes. She really didn't have an argument to parry that. What would she say? That they would never change, that they still deserved death? That would mean Felicity was basically saying she deserved to die but did she really believe that? No one ever wants to die.

She glared as the ice crept around Felicitys legs. "You can't stop them all. It's impossible. And what happens if you run into a child of Vulcan? Or a monster that can breathe fire? You really think your idiotic pacifist ways can stop him by freezing him in ice like he's Captain America or something? It won't. And you'll be on the ground, dead. Because all they have to do to escape the stupid ice is a raise a bit off hell." Felicity said with a slight smirk as a fissure erupted beside her and hell fire shot out, melting the ice. "And lets not forget that its summer. All your ice is going to melt in the heat. You're not powerful enjoy to drench the battlefield in a winter wonderland and you know it. " Felicity finished.

Was she being a bit tough, yes. Did she care anymore? Not really. So Felicity was her former centurion, she hoped she didn't teach people how to be a pacifist. Though, with the way people talk about when the first knew it, it could have been possible. But times change, people change. Being a Roman does not mean you sit back and hid behind a shield. It means you fight for your Rome, for your family, to protect your friends from your enemy. To leave no survivors. So yeah, Felicity believed they should die. It was a bit stupid sounding coming from herself because that mean she believed she should die. But in all honesty, having read what she did. If she had died when people first thought something was wrong with her, Saturn wouldn't even be around. So maybe she really did deserve to die.

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Zoète Liefdesgod❅ Felicty's words were right, she was right in all senses and Zoe didn't want to realize about it, she didn't want to hurt those who in a time were her mates, were people who she said 'hi' while passing by, she just wanted them to be happy, to be alive and able to hang out with the ones they loved and cared, was it too much to ask for?? But Felicity was right, under the power and orders of Saturn non of them would stop, they would attack and they would kill all of them if that was necessary, and her former centurion knew it better than no one. "I can't... ok? Felicity, you can't ask me to be what I used to be... I can't let that happen!" so she was really worried for them or for herself? that was even a more scarier thought, because if she wasn't attacking them to protectherself... well that was even meaner than attacking them! then she looked at the ice and let it melt, she wasn't going to keep it going, she could have frozen her fire for some seconds, maybe a minute and in Winter for maybe 5 minutes, but to get that cold, she would have to let her heart get frozen first and she didn't want that to happen. "you don't understand what it could be to make me... do that." she said and then walked away, but Felicity's fire didn't let her pass, "do you mind?" she asked for her permission to leave, she wasn't going to use her ice then, it was too much to ask for anyone... right? or was she just being a huge coward?! she closed her eyes and she could still remember the face of the kid when she killed him. She was so mad at him that she let her heart froze, then she looked how life and heat left the eyes and heart of the kid, and the worst part was that she had enjoyed it!! She opened her eyes and then looked at Felicity again. "I just don't care what they can do to me... I won't hurt them!" but that was the correct and accurate word... She wouldn't defend herself, but what if by any chance they hurt ronan, or Clare, or Kyle... even Felicity... if the enemy hurt those she loved, then would she let her heart be lost? would she let herself become an almost perfect copy cat of her mother and bring upon the battle field winter, cold and death? would Felicity try and test that? I'll stop the world and melt with you

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Felicity felt her anger and annoyance rising all the more until something she said hit her. Used to be? What had happened? What it could be to make her do that? Just, what had happened to this little ice princess?Felicity knit her eyes as she studied her, her face changing dramatically from the anger it had portrayed to a more confused and worried look. But, Felicity couldn't help the change she just, felt bad and like she should be able to understand what the girl in front of her felt, as odd as that may sound. It was just a gut feeling, and over the years Felicity had learned to trust her gut. Except after she ate, because that usually meant she was sick, like all those churning gut feelings every time a Mercury descendant thought that teleporting would be fun. No, she stuck to shadow travel for a reason, that reason being that she didn't feel like going faint, she was much more accustomed to the shadows.

"Wait." Felicity started. "What do you mean used to be and what it could do? There's something more you're not telling me about why you're choosing to be a pacifist." Felicity said, a little calmer than she had spoken before and the fissure of hell fire made its slow descent back into the earth leaving a small crack, something Felicity put on her mental to-do list to refill. She didn't need Remus to have to fill out an accident report because someone had tripped and broke their arm or something on it and then wonder why there was a random crack in the earth. Small, granted, but it could still be a nuisance.

Felicitys mind kept racing, seeing if there was something in her partial memory about Zoe to help explain the questions she had asked. Unfortunately nothing was coming up, big surprise there. There was nothing Felicity might have known as her past centurion, what was she? A horrible, talk to no one in the cohort type of leader? Dang it, she wanted to understand Zoe, see if there was anyway she could help. Sure, she was just yelling and calling her an idiot for not wanting to fight, but that was still trying to help. Help her understand that the war wasn't going to be pixies and happiness and instead it was going to be gore and death. But still, just what had happened in the past to Zoe that made her react the way she did now?

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Zoète Liefdesgod❅ Well... it was kind of weird how the mind of people worked, some people worked for good, others for evil, other simply let other work for them and they only followed the mass... Zoe had never been a follower, she hated to be a sheep following others around, she had a mind of her own. but even when her mind was working for doing some good in the world in that moment, there was a time that it hadn't happened in such way, She have thought that she could do whatever she wanted because she wasn't the common mortal girl, but only for a short period of time. She still could remember those days, how pridful she was, her father had just told her she was the daughter of a goddess... well that beat any other mother right?... she thought that in that moment, stupid girl! She looked at Felicity as she asked her for her reasons why she had changed, could she ver be able to tell the truth? to tell others why she was such a pacifist in the present? no one would understand!, she was even scared of telling ronan... he was so important to her... "you want to know... why?" she asked quietly and then looked at the field. "as if I asked you why you released the greek warriors..." she said and then looked back at Felicity, and she could see a slight line of pure light blue in her eyes, like a piece of thin ice in her iris. They wind turned cold again and some snow flakes fell to the ground. Then she closed her eyes and breathed deeply, the piece of ice went away from her eyes when she opened again and the wind blew slowly and fresh among them, it wasn't cold like in winter, just fresh and cool, it didn't hurt the skin, so it meant she wasn't using her powers at that moment. She looked at Felicity again. "I'm sorry..." she said and then continued. "a day or two before I was sent to camp... I let my powers take control of me... you know my mother doesn't care about anyone, and it's not her fault, her heart is frozen. But mine wasn't... I let it happen... I let it... cover me, all of it... I rreally was a daughter of Khione then. I killed some of my classmates back then... I only had touch them..." breathed deeply then continued. "Some of them turned into ice sculptures, others they just fell down, their heart froze..." Then she looked around again and breathed deeply. "when I'm like that... I can even freeze your fire for a couple of minutes, even in summer. but with each death... my heart also freezes a bit... I can feel that part of it... frozen. I don't want to let it win... I don't want to let it... turn me into a monster." she looked at Felicity and then smiles saddly. "I won't kill a single one... in this war. for them and for me." I'll stop the world and melt with you

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"That's different." Felicity muttered about the Greek warrior incident. Honestly, all Felicity knew about that incident was what she read in the report. She didn't actually ever get that memory back, at least not yet. But that was beside the point, what was the issue here was concerning Zoe and her powers. Why bless the demigod with gifts if it could easily harm them or others? Was it a metaphor or something? Have the power of a god but remember you're a mortal by all the negative affects that can happen. Yep, that seemed to be the case. Stupid mythology and stuff. Yet another reason why Felicity wished she had been born normal. Then again, she had gotten to know a lot of amazing people by being born a demigod. She had met Edmund, Remus, and all the other people she claimed to still be friends with. Sure, short list, but it was there nonetheless.

Felicity listened, didn't say a word, and just listened. Her heart had frozen? She lost control. There it was again, having the power of a god has its limitations if you were a mortal. It wasn't fair, it's like they want their children to die. Felicity understood the issue Zoe was faced with. If she went too far with her shadow powers, she slowly lost control and her conscious became nonexistent, all she wanted to do was end the life of whoever was in front of her. It was a scary situation to find ones self in. But Felicity didn't learn about that until she was seventeen, she was older and maybe wiser, who knows. But to find out about it when you're ten? Zoe said before she came to camp so it was young. Felicity couldn't even imagine how it must of been for her to see her classmates become ice or drop dead. It's already too much to watch your friends die when you were older but that young would be scarring.

"Zoe, I.... I had no idea. Really." Felicity began with her attempt at apologizing. "To have to deal with that at such a young age. My gods..." Felicity shook her head in disbelief before looking at Zoe. She really could relate to her now, well in a sense sorta. Zoe knew her limit and was smart enough to not try to push herself more and hurt the people around her. Meanwhile Felicity was at her limit with a hammer in hand trying to tear down the barrier without a care. "It's not fair. To be a mortal gifted with the power of gods and have to face such a consequence. It's like they all secretly wish their children will die." Felicity said dryly with a hint that she knew something about it in her voice but wasn't much into the sharing mood. This was about Zoe after all. "Fine. You don't have to hurt anyone, but... try no to get in the way and find some way to help at least."

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Zoète Liefdesgod❅ Standing there in the middle of the sacred place of wars and battles, Zoe felt that maybe she would be disgracing it with her thoughts of peace and no harm. What would Mars Ultor think of her? for sure that she was a weak link, that she shouldn't be called Roman at all... what were some deaths in her childhood comparedto the deaths that were in a war?!... well Mars wouldn't be the only one but also Jupiter, Neptune and Pluto... her grandmother Venus... her mother Khione... She sighed thinking about that and then shook slowly her head trying to get that off her mind. SHe had already decided something and she would stay attached to it. she wouldn't hurt others like that. No matter what the Gods thought about her. then Felicity talked to her again and she turned to face the daughter of Pluto, she couldn't tell if she was being earnest or not... or worse if she was feeling peety for her! that would be even worst than fooling her with a nice smile. "please... don't feel peety... it was a horrible moment in my life, their souls will always be in my mind haunting me telling me how they will wait for me on the other side... but it i no reason for peety..." She looked at Felicity directly in her eyes. Then was about to turn and leave, but Felicity mentioned that it seemed that Gods wish was their kids death. Zoe shok her head and then breathed deeply, her father had explained it to her once. and he was so right! so maybe she could remember the words and tell Felicity about it. "Well... my father once told me that Gods only allow strong souls to get into the bodies of their children. So each of us have been chosen for something, they wouldn't let us come to life if they knew we wouldn't be capable to endure living with our powers. It is us who need to gt stronger in mind to be capable to live with them." She said hoping she could understand her as she understood her father. Then smiled softly, weakly and nodded at her. "I'll try not to... but you know I'm a oman and I will be with the fourth cohort... right?" she said and shrugged. "it won't be a way to keep me away, so I'll be there, I'll help my cohort in the way I can. you be careful, you'll be looked for by them, Saturn's forces will want to kill you more than any other, you betrayed him in the last second. so please be careful... ok?" I'll stop the world and melt with you

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"Don't worry, it's not peety." Felicity stated truthfully and then listened to what Zoe said. In a weird way, her father made sense. Or at least, Felicity might have hoped that. Be a little optimistic that she had a strong soul that could care for all the burdens put on it but in all honestly, she just felt like she couldn't. That all of the tasks set in front of this children and teenagers were impossible tasks that would never be completed. She remembered back when she was five and playing on a little league soccer team and laughing, having friends, not having a care in the world. Gods, she only had a decade of a true life before it was taken all away and her world was turned from one of fun into one of utter pain and hardship. She shouldn't have to worry about who might die in this war. No, she was an eighteen year old teenage girl. She should be worrying about guys, what to eat, where to go to college. No, she wasn't given that pleasure. So be it if she was a strong soul. She still believed that even a strong soul had a breaking point and that at times the gods expected too much of them. "Maybe your dad is on to something..." Felicity said instead of outright going against it. She didn't want to shoot down Zoe's little breath of optimism. It was good that she still had it, because without out, it just made it harder to go through each day.

Then she said something that hadn't even crossed her mind. She had double crossed Saturn, she knew still of some of the things he was planning. And hey, she would be target for being a big three kid too. Saturn might just want to end her right there as retaliation for not doing it sooner. The thought of actually dying, like legit dying suddenly gripped her stomach in fear. Felicity nodded her head slowly, hoping that the blood hadn't drained from her face due to the gripping fear she suddenly found herself with. Gods, she was a Roman, not just any Roman, but one who was engaged to the leader of the camp. She needed to be strong for him and in extension other people too. "Don't worry about me. I'll be find. Nothings killed me yet." Felicity said, pulling on a fake smile to hopefully make it seem everything was okay.

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notes: Sorry, kinda short but I think we're almost done here. XD