Post by Deleted on Dec 16, 2014 23:06:16 GMT -5
It was a little known fact, actually an almost completely unknown fact, that Sally greatly enjoyed poems. Reading them and writing them. It laid the chaos of the heart and mind on paper, and it was beautiful. He didn't care if they rhymed, or if they didn't, all that mattered was the heart poured into them. That was what he did all that morning, after a surprise visit from his mother that ended with her in the hospital. It wasn't his fault, but he felt like it was. He knew she came to see him, that she knew how he had missed her. Seeing her was bitter sweet. She smelled like ammonia, like the hospital. She was so pale, possibly because she had tried getting back to working. She couldn't, not with her heart so damaged. He wished he knew why she did it. All the money he made went to her, her family. Anonymously of course, she'd never accept her son's money. Even if he was only an adopted son. Even if he wanted her to be better so badly. He'd do anything, he did anything. For money. Dirty money she would have scolded him over, and never accepted anything bought with it. Things she would be arrested for just to know about.
His thick, strong fingers glided over the notebook paper. So many poems already lined the pages, things he'd only submit under his pen name. He had an image. If people knew, they might pity him. If they saw what was in his soul, they might fear him. Perhaps even he'd find a friend. That was the only thing he didn't want. A liability. A friend. He kept the book on him at all times. He'd stolen things like this from other people. Sold them back. Sold them to companies. Burned them in front of the person. Any number of things he'd rather not happen to his personal collection of poems.
Her silken hair waved and the wind sighed in pleasure.
Delusions blurred my vision
Her presence making my heart thump.
Here in this place was this priceless treasure
My heart
My soul
They broke into pieces you could never measure.
Eyes that glistened like the sun on clear water
Capturing my breath in my lungs
Unable to breath.
A lamb to the slaughter
That's what she was outside
That's what she was here
Away from the man who called her daughter
A smile that shone brighter than the sun
Drawing one in return
A smile from me that could never compare
Everything about her held the ability to stun
Except for one thing
Except for her fall
I had to run
To her side I sprung
Breathless
Without words
My arms to her waist clung
Her heart was ill
Her heart ready to give out
Though she was too young
To the gods I had pleaded
Don't take her
Not here
She was the only one I needed
Anything I could do
Anything I would do
I was just too conceded