Post by Deleted on Jan 29, 2013 16:25:38 GMT -5
Graphic Credit to Cori!!“Germany is wonderful! If only you could have come, my love. I’ll be home soon.”
“We love you Dad!”
“Its no wonder why you are one of the few people to never receive mail. Your family was probably happy to get rid of you!”
"Edmund can you make me one pllllllllllllease? Pretty please? Just this once. You know you want to! You can have all of my deserts for a week! Come on Edddddddddie!"
"When you're fourteen and you promise you won't burn down the house!"
“I want it for my birthday!”
“How about this. You get the flying plane, when I let you get a boyfriend.”
"Why are you so...awkward isn't the right word. Unsociable?"
“Edmund, I’m scared…"
“Ed, the fire…they, they’re—”
“You have a problem!”
“Look at me. I’M FINE!”
“You’re the son of dead parents. FOR GOD SAKE START ACTING LIKE ONE!”
Edmund jolted awake from his five minute cat nap. It could have been longer or shorter, but he had no way of knowing that. He started breathing, trying to calm himself down. Gods he hated going to sleep… His eyes flickered around, trying to take in his surroundings. He was at the forge. In the Legion. With a controlled fire in a fireplace. Okay. I'm okay. I'm fine. Okay... he glanced at the fire again and then got up, feeling sick. Nope. Not okay. He started to involuntarily shake. Can't stay in here. Edmund grabbed his sixth finished biplane and trudged out of the forge. He was probably supposed to be somewhere in accordance to his schedule, but he didn't care. He couldn't deal with people right now.
He slunk through the training grounds, not even acknowledging the people he passed. Blinders. Blank face. Regular, same, old, grumpy Edmund. He was pretty much of a master at this by now. He doubted that any of them cared where he was going, anyway. The longer it stayed that way, the better. He slunk into one of the few places that the Campers in the Legion didn’t go into on a daily basis: the forest. He moved a few feet in, made a couple of turns, and then stopped at a particular to him, but other wise mundane boulder. It was a hard, exact spot to find. It looked like every other inch of the forest. A boulder and then a tree behind it. Nothing special. It was nothing special…except to him.
The sixteen year old carefully lifted up the boulder. On the flip side of the stone, he had engraved his parents’, and his sister’s names, along with their birthdays and day of death. His personal grave site for his family members. He had never gone to his family’s wake, or funeral, or even grave site for that matter. His aunt had put off putting the bodies to rest for the month that Edmund had been in the hospital, but then when he was released, he just couldn’t bring himself to go. After a lot of screaming back and forth with his aunt, he just stayed home. He honest to the gods missed them though. Ed had felt horrible about not going, but he just couldn’t.
After arriving at the Legion, he came to the absolute decision that they deserved to be remembered in some physical way by him. He came up with an easily concealed grave site. It was the best that he could come up with while still keeping it a secret. He rolled the boulder a bit to the side, revealing a hole that was forever getting deeper. After brushing away a layer of dirt, he placed Meg’s sixth completed biplane in with the other 45 that he had made since the fire. Seven for each of her birthdays, one for each of her death days. It wasn’t much: just names and planes, but it worked for him.
He stared down sadly at all the planes for a minute, before moving all the dirt back over them. Ed carefully flipped the stone back to the non-engraved side and pushed it back over the hole. It didn’t look any different from when he had entered the forest. The sixteen year old let out a slight sigh and started walking. He honestly had no idea where he was going, but he just needed to walk.OOC: There's your explanation of Ed's grave site ^_^
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