Post by Deleted on Apr 4, 2013 21:55:44 GMT -5
It was difficult for Josh to keep his attention on Jason's voice. His ADHD was kicking hardly as his mind was still kind of loose because of the transfussion and the recent come back to life. He frowned when he asked him about the five people he had realized that would concern about him. He breathed deeply and tried to focus. the images of the people he had thought about were popping into his mind, so he closed his eyes trying to get them in order so as their names and the reasons why he had picked them as the ones that would be his anchor to this life.
"well... My brother Rick..." he smiles and frowns talking was painful for him and his ribs. "he is... my baby bro... I swore to never... leave him alone..." then the image of the kid that was there holding his hand. He opened his eyes and looked at him. "Lance too... just look at his face..." smiles and winks at Lance. "I'm fine... I won't be... this stupid again... well... not soon..." he smiled at Lance. Then he breathed deeply and it hurt again, he squizzed Lance's hand. "Rhia... that little witch... she will be so upset..." smiles like a fool, maybe it was the dizziness or maybe the lack of blood, but his face reflected his feelings for her. Maybe Lance would het the vibe of the truth in his words.
He opened his eyes and continued, trying to keep himself alive and awake. Jason had been working so hard that it would be so harsh of him to die on his operating table. "My father..." he said not wanting to mention his name, at the sound of it he could jump in and tell him how fool he had been and how he wasn't ready to be trained by him, so he only said that. "Felicity..." she was the girl he thought he loved, so for him she was more than just a friend. then Zidane popped in there too. "wow... the praetor..." he smiled widely and then frowned again. "you're right doc... more than five" he said and he felt a cramp on his ribs' muscles, the meds were healing him and it was painful too.
Opened his eyes and looked at Lance. he was right, accidents happened to anybody, but sometimes he looked for them, he wasn't that careful. He was reckless and he needed to grow up on that if he wanted to be a good model to his brother Rick and for Lance too. "I'm sorry, I was reckless..."