Femus

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Excerpts from the journal of Remus Stone:



January 15, 2013

So I embarrassed myself today. Just another reason I should never get involved in social activities or anything of the sort. I talked with Felicity Weingarten today for the first time, unofficially at least. There was the time last summer, but that was something else entirely. I’d never just talked with her, you know? It was an interesting meeting though. She was talking with Remus. Like the legitimate, ancient Roman Remus. Romulus’ twin. So I guess I have the old guy to thank for our friendship starting at all. And it was fascinating to talk to Remus as well. Though I agree with Felicity, it’s still confusing.


February 12, 2013

I’m really not sure what to do. I got a letter today. Delivered by Cupid, from Felicity. She has a crush on me. I don’t know what to do. I mean, I do like her, but I never imagined she would like me that way, you know what I mean? It’s kind of… startling. I’m still trying to sort out how I feel about her in return. She’s a great girl and all, I just haven’t really thought about that before.


February 14, 2013

I think I’m going to puke or something. Which might be a good excuse to stay in the principia. Cupid just had to pair me with Felicity Weingarten for the dance.
Now I have nothing against her of course. It’s just that the more I think about what she wrote, the more I wonder how I really do feel about her. I just don’t know. Girls are confusing. But Cupid is my half-brother if you think about it, so he wouldn’t do anything bad to me, right? I hope not. Maybe he knows something I don’t here. I guess time to just trust him. But to be honest, I’ve never been this nervous in my life. Well, maybe when I first faced Lupa, but, come on, who isn’t nervous to face Lupa? Anyway, I have to get ready to go pick her up for this dance. I’ll probably write more after.

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Well, I didn’t ruin it. I almost did. Or at least, I would have sworn I did about a hundred times over. It was actually fun, believe it or not. Don’t tell anyone, but I hope we do something like this again. And I’ll definitely invite Felicity. Might even try wearing a tie this time.


May 10, 2013

I’m sorry I haven’t written in a while. Things have been very busy indeed. But not always in a bad sense. Felicity and I have been dating for a few months now (I lost track. Since Valentine’s Day maybe? Does that even count?) Well, if it does, that would be convenient to remember. And I heard girls are big on that remembering important dates thing. So I guess I better watch myself. Anyway, like I was talking about before. I’ve never been so happy. I mean, there’s rumors of war and everything, trouble stirring and whatnot, I just need to find Felicity and I feel better. No matter what. She’s my rock. And I love her with my life.


June 12, 2013

She’s been chosen by the gods to go on a dangerous quest. I hate to part with her, but I have to. I just pray she does alright. She’s been acting different lately too. Colder, more distant. I don’t know what to think. I want to help her, but I don’t know how. It’s the worst feeling I’ve ever known, being so helpless. I should be there for her, support her. But even when she’s at camp, I can’t. Now she’s going halfway across the world. Not alone, albeit, but not with me either. I hope she comes home soon. I’m going to really miss her.


December 20, 2013

I don’t know what to do. This is officially the worst day of my life. Earlier in the day, Felicity came home from the quest. Which is supposed to be happy, right? Well, it wasn’t. She dumped me. Then she disappeared somewhere no one knew for hours. I know; I looked everywhere for her. Wanted to plead my case, to get her back, but she was nowhere. And then she shows up at the infirmary with no memory of who she is or anything. No memory of me. Though on the same note, no memory of Saturn either.


January 6, 2014

She’s been dishonorably discharged. I suppose it’s for the best. Her memory is slowly improving, which is good. I suppose it’s best to thank the gods for the little things at this point. I’m going to miss going to see her in the infirmary though, but I know she wasn’t happy there. Wasn’t content with letting people help her. Even had Hunter steal her records for her; caught her red-handed. I wish my help would be good enough for her. I’m really trying. But at least now she has a place of her own, paid for by the camp until she can get a job. Not a bad offer really. At least she wasn’t kicked out.


January 25, 2014

She wants to leave. Heck, she even offered me up as bait. I don’t know what to do. I still love her of course, but… why? Why is she doing this, I mean. Everything was going fine before Simons disappeared. Now she doesn’t care about anything, even me. It’s like I’m nothing to her anymore. I don’t think I can handle it. First she stole from the Principia under my nose while I was trying to help her, now she basically is okay with me being murdered by Saturn if it brings Simons back. I guess I know who’s playing second fiddle nowadays. And we were so close. So close to being happy again. She’d started smiling at me again, like she used to. She was happy. I was happy. Almost together again. Everything was going so well. And then… this. But fine, I’ll get Simons back for her. If that’s what it takes to make her happy. I’ll find a way. Even if it kills me.

January 26, 2014

She loves someone else. I can’t do this anymore. Though why didn’t I see it coming? She talks about him so much, spends so much time with him, even admitted to remembering him first (yeah, ouch). How far off the deep end she went when he went missing. I should have seen this coming. I should have been more prepared. Well, I didn’t; I’m not. And now I’m dead inside. Sounds like a good time to go back to burying myself in my work. For the rest of eternity. Though that moment when she looked at me, pleading in her eyes, I just couldn’t be angry with her. Just broken. Just broken.


January 28, 2014

Like night and day. Well, the Fates smiled on me today. Or rather, Venus did. She came to visit me today while I was trying to bury myself in work to avoid thinking. She helped me to understand what was actually going on. I’d misinterpreted the entire thing. But it’s okay now. I went to see Felicity after Venus left and now… well, we’re dating again. Now if Saturn would trip and fall off a cliff, the world would be perfect.


February 7, 2014

Well, I was wrong about things not being able to get any better. I proposed to her today. She said yes. Excuse me while I go pinch myself.

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I call this "Happily Ever After: Femus". They have their own house and Remus just recently got them a dog and they were playing in the yard and Felicity walked out to join them. The Latin text says "Save me and I will save you". It's an ode to them constantly saving each other whether it be physical, mental or emotional. Hope you guys like it. 

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So Remus and Felicity were feeling corny one day before the war and decided to write each other letters right there in front of the other and sealed them in envelopes not to be opened until after the war. Here is what Remus wrote:

My Dearest Felicity,

What can I possibly say. You are the one who brings light to my life. You are everything to me. I love you more than words can ever say, but I’m going to give it a shot anyway. I can’t write poetry, so that’s out. And as this is a letter, I guess flowers and chocolate are out too, but the intention is there.

I will never forget the day we met. I don’t know about you, but it was a little awkward for me, since I was a little over dressed and I interrupted you talking to your ghost friend. I’m sorry about that. But maybe not entirely. I mean, I met you. Informally. And I might not have realized it at the time, but meeting you was sort of a big deal. Without it, I wouldn’t be the happiest man on earth today, with a beautiful woman by my side. I feel like I could take on the world if only you were with me. And I would fight this war by myself just to be with you. I know we’re with each other as I write, but not a moment goes by that I don’t want to be with you more. When we’re apart, I think about you constantly. When we’re together, I couldn’t be happier. You give me the strength to get through the toughest situations. So thank you. I owe you everything and I want to give you everything.

I can't imagine a day without you and the idea that someday very soon I won't have to... that just makes me happy beyond words. To see you walking down that isle towards me... I could dream of nothing better. I will never forget that day; it will be written on my heart forever. Just like every day that I see your beautiful face is already. You are so precious to me. Don't you ever forget how loved you are.

All My Love,
Remus

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Love of my life,

By the time you read this we would have win the war. There is no other possible outcome. Not with you, my love, leading tham to victory. You're going to make your father proud amd me too, but I'm already proud of you.

Every time I see your face my heart skips a baat. I cannot wait for the day I become your wile. To spend forever with you, I can't think of anything I would wish for mire. You're the reason I can go to sleep with a smile on mv face.

No matter what the fates have thrown at us you have stuck by me. Now, I will repey that favor by becoming yours forever. No one has made me feel the way you make me feel. How to turn my frown into a smile and make my worst days into my best. Ill never know what I did to deserve someone like you.

I'm not sure if I ever told you but I've admired you since I first saw you. Which was when you became a praetor. Before then I never actually saw you, blame the different cohorts. But the way you held yourself, as a Roman, I was in awe and a little intimidated, not that that's a bad thing. I just looked up to you. I never believed the rumors going around that you were emotionless. It just didn't seem right. There had to be more to you. Honestly, I formed a crush on you from a distance and was in shock when you came to talk to me that one day on temple hill. I'll never forget it. Not even my amnesia could keep that memory hidden for long.

I could write page after page about how much I love everything about you, but you've already finished your letter and I know I can't stay it your office forever, not with that stack of paperwork you have left to do. The bottom line is, is that, I love you Remus Stone. In life, death, forever. No matter how far apart or close together I will love you unconditionally. You are mine, and I am yours.

Love forever,
Felicity Weingarten


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There's a secret message in this letter. Kudos to who can figure it out.

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Femus video!! After making the Clason one I wanted to make a Femus one. So, you might watch this and wonder why it makes no sense. Well, allow me to give you my artist interpretation on it. So, its the middle of a war and Felicity ends up getting kidnapped in order to get to Remus, and he finds out and is extremely angry about it and tries to ask the senators for help, but war comes first, rescuing comes second. But that's okay because Felicity knocks out her guard and high tails it out of there, making her way back to camp and when she spies it she's happy and says "I'm coming [back].". As she walks the first person she runs into is Remus and they start talking and he asks her to have dinner with her and the end scene is their date. Ta-duh!! Hope you all enjoy.

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Oh look, another one!! Anyways, I'm really proud of this one minus all the awkward cutting I did and noticing, after I had already saved it, that the last word cut off. *sigh* Oh well. Anyways, the latin text says something like "A happy family is an earlier paradise". I saw the picture of Alexander Ludwig with twins and it had to be done. Sorry, not sorry.