Post by Deleted on Jun 23, 2014 22:28:17 GMT -5
One week and two days. War was tiring to say the least. Sure, he was born for battle, a child of Mars, but that did not mean he liked seeing his companions die. That didn’t mean he liked the feel of his gladius meeting the flesh of any demigod, even one turned to help Saturn. But he was a leader here in Camp Jupiter. There were people looking up to him for guidance. A lot of people. So he had to stay strong. So far he had taken as few sleep breaks as he could, ate only what was needed to keep moving, and all in all did everything that he was sure Tessa would have his head for doing. That was, if she wasn’t busy with her own struggles. They all were busy. They all were at the mercy of the Fates for days on end. This needed to stop.
And Remus, he was a broken man. He needed this to end right now, was determined to end it. He’d already lost so much, seen so many of his friends die, his colleagues, the people who were counting on him to keep them alive. So many injured, so many dead. And that wasn’t even the tip of the iceberg. No, there was a huge mess buried beneath that with one name: Felicity. His beloved fiancé. Everything had been going fine, it had seemed they were winning even. And then it happened. Right in front of his face. It had been strange though. She had seen her attacker coming, he was sure of it. Why hadn’t she blocked it? She’d just… taken it. Sure, he’s heard the voice of Discordia in his ear just before she had met her end, predicting it. It had been the straw that broke the already over-stressed praetor’s back. That had been this morning, but still he was working off the rage and adrenaline of what he’d witnessed. It was what was keeping him going, sleep-deprived and food-deprived as he was. He would not rest until Saturn was in such tiny pieces that he would never come back. He wanted to see the light die from those golden eyes himself, feel his ichor on his hands. He wanted that despicable disgrace for anything to be gone, and now.
His hands clenched around the hilt of his gladius until his knuckles were white, blood poured from multiple wounds he refused to have looked at. His leg was killing him, but he didn’t care. He’d check it out only when the battle was over, or he was dead. Whichever came first. He didn’t really care. Well, he did care. He wanted them to win first, then he could die. So he was barking commands and leading what forces were still on their feet with a vigor he had not seen yet. It was time to end this.