Post by Deleted on Jul 27, 2014 20:24:45 GMT -5
Felicity: *sitting outside on a cafe terrace , drinking some coffee after staying up most of the night, training herself *
Apollo: it is a very good day for a coffee break... right? *standing in front of her on the other side of the table* may I? *take a seat*
Felicity: *glances up, sighs* Go one ahead.
Apollo: *smiles and takes a seat, then he looked at her* so... who helped you escape from war?
Felicity: *takes a sip before setting her cup down, looking at him, emotionless* None of your business. How come you know I'm alive?
Apollo: *smirks and leans back with his hand on back of his neck. He seemed a young adult relaxing.* Well... you know I'm the god of profecies too, and I saw you alive in the future, so... I just had to look for you.
Felicity: *curses in Latin* I forgot all about that, stupid prophecies. *sighs* You can't tell anyone.
Apollo: why not? why would I protect the secret of a coward?
Felicity: Because I'm not a coward.
Apollo: explain yourself. I know of a son of Mars that will be indeed hurt by your actions.
Felicity:*looks at her coffee* He'll get over it. As far as he knows I'm dead. He'll move on. Everyone does.
Apollo: Oh!... you think so... well... He is a mess... the war is over and he is secluded in his office... No one has been able to take him out of there... he barely eats... very disgraceful for a roman. *he said only bothering her*
Felicity: *looks at him* You're just saying to get a reaction. I'm sure he's out hanging out with everyone and eating just fine.
Apollo: foolish girl... you left as a coward and the only one that misses you at camp gets that attitude from you. *he laughs.*
Felicity: *slight glare* Is that why you're here? To judge me and make me feel more like crap?
Apollo: I'm here to understand why the brave daughter of Pluto, would turn into a coward worm and hide from battle.
Felicity: I didn't hide from battle. I fought in the war till the last day. It wasnt the battle I was running from.
Apollo: then what were you hiding from?
Felicity: Nothing.... I just wanted to get out, travel, train without being judged by my powers. No one likes what I can do with the shadows or the fact I can bring up dead people. They all hate it, they don't want me to reach my potential.
Apollo: so you simply hurt those who love you the most... to get all your potential? isn't that kind of... selfish?
Felicity: Isn't it selfish to keep someone locked up in New Rome for the rest of her life just because you love her?
Apollo: you were... memoryless and with those powers... leaving you free in the world would have caused you more pain than good. As the one who helped you didn't tell you for sure.
Felicity: Yeah, but... *sighs* It's not just about then, it's about the future too. I just felt confined and that I was going to marry him and do nothing for the rest of my life. I know he wants to stay in New Rome but I'm a free spirit, I need this right now. To travel, to train, explore.
Apollo: I totally understand a free spirit! remember I'm the lazy god... the laid back... the... bla bla bla... *smirks* But I've always been direct with those I love. why didn't you tell him how you felt? he is alive only because of his job... believe me. I've seen it. *talking about the future*
Felicity: I didn't tell him because he had too much going on.... And I felt, .... *sighs and looks back at her coffee* Nevermind.
Apollo: felt what? *looks at her not judging at all*
Felicity: It doesn't matter. I wouldn't even be talking to you if I wasn't tired.
Apollo: you are right, you can hide in the shadows, but the moment you pop out again, I'd see you. or my sister. *smiles*
Felicity: *looks at him* Don't you have a huntress to chase after?
Apollo: No... I made a truce with my sister till the last huntress I flirted with will die of old age.
Felicity: You must be in withdraw. *rolls eyes*
Apollo: not really... *smiles* now... why you really did it? you lost your memories to defeat a titan, so you're not so selfish, then why?
Felicity: Why do we do anything? *shrugs and sets some money down, standing up* And why do you deserve to know?
Apollo: Maybe only because I'm worried... I know what lays in your future... and the possibilities about it depending on your present actions.
Felicity: And what do you see right now?
Apollo: I don't like what I see now... it is... not pleasent and not good.
Felicity: *sits back down and looks straight at him* What is it that makes it so bad?
Apollo: *sighs* death... destruction... pain.
Felicity: Sounds like just a few weeks ago during the war.
Apollo: *smiles saddly* what about... you causing the death, destruction and pain?
Felicity: Please, I'm not capable of that. I wouldn't kill anyone unless they deserved it.
Apollo: really? I've seen your brother... Gabriel. He seems to fear he will turn into a monster after your death... the grief is giving him that. and... My grandson... he almost lost his mind when he learned how to control his shadow's power... *looks at her because that is what he saw in her future*
Felicity: And I'm stronger than them. I can control it! I'm not scared. *scuffs*
Apollo: that is the first step to be doomed... your power must be feared. you asked what I see?... *He leaned at her and put his index on her forehead showing her just a glimpse, where she was standing in camp, everything was burning in green and there were corpses everywhere, Remus was in front of her with a surprise look, his eyes without any life in them and Felicity's hand in his chest.*
Felicity: *jerks back, looking scared, stands up, shaking her head* I... I don't believe you. *runs off down the sidewalk*
Apollo: *sighs and walks following her, he needed her to understand or she would kill everyone.* Felicity, please don't run from this, I'm trying to help you.
Felicity: *turns to face him, trying to keep a brave face on but is still shaken from what he showed her* I would never hurt Remus!
Apollo: you wouldn't... but that power... it... shadows your mind and your heart too... it allows you to feel nothing but rage the moment you attack. haven't you feel like that? think on how you discovered your powers? all of you do it in a hurtful way.
Felicity: *silent for a minute as she leans against a wall* Its true that I use to not have good control of my powers, but that's why I'm here, so I can control it. So I can keep my emotions away from it. So I don't kill people again. Or hurt them like I did Chris.
Apollo: The son of Jupiter... well he is loyal to you, he never said a word... *smiles, then looks at her* your emotions let you know who to attack and who you shouldn't... if you feel no emotions... then how will you know that you won't attack one of them?
Felicity: Because... I have emotions.... They're not going to go away....
Apollo: I hope you are right... the felicity I see in the future has nothing but rage and grudge inside her. also feelings and emotions.
Felicity: I don't see how... I'm happy right now. Carefree, no rules.... And I plan on coming back... *knits eyebrows* I just don't know when.... And then there's Remus... He's going to be mad, again.... He's always mad at what I do... I hurt him too much....
Apollo: so you rather him to consume in pain, sorrow and guilt.
Felicity: No... I was hoping me leaving would keep him from all that since I was the cause of most of it.
Apollo: Well... now you know it didn't help him at all. *sighs* and this training will send you into a path that you don't want.
Felicity: ..... I'm not just going to turn around and go back though.
Apollo: I'm not here to take you back, that is your call and also your call to tell your... protector. that god had done a lot of stuff to keep you off radar, you know?
Felicity: I know, and I'm thankful for it. And wouldn't rat him or her out for the life of me. They're the one who motivated me to train in the first place.
Apollo: haven't you wondered why? *he asked and lifted a brow* all demigods death... only those children of the shadows would survive.
Felicity: *looks at him confused* What do you mean? We have just as likely a chance to die as a son of Vulcan does.
Apollo: but they don't get absorbed into the shadows as you do. So and those with the shadows power will fell tempted by it... and you guys would defeat easily half camp.
Felicity: *listens closely giving a slight nod* I guess....
Apollo: your brother is on the edge to become... darkness, and your nephews just need a push to be like that too... there is only one of you to set of the hell fire.
Felicity: Then why not bother them? They sound like they need a lot more help than I do.
Apollo: because they haven't been practicing further what you have.
Felicity: And yet they're more on edge. Further proof that I can handle it.
Apollo: but you don't think you have lost someone in the way they think they lost you. How would you be if you were in Remus place?
Felicity: I don't want to think about it.
Apollo: why not? Think on the vision I showed you... would you be in such control if he was dead?
Felicity: I'm not dead though! *slides down the wall to an awkward sitting position* I don't want to think of him dead... I love him too much.
Apollo: he believes you are dead. *sighs* only by the mention of his death you break down... imagine your powers then,
Felicity: *silent for a few minutes* ............ But..... I can control.... *bites lip as she tries to regain composure*
Apollo: can you? If he died or cheated on you.
Felicity: ...... I don't know. *says kinda defeated like*
Apollo: then you're just like before you left and also you hurt your family
Felicity: Thanks for making me feel better. *spiteful* Now you can go back tell everyone I left and be proud that you broke Felicity Weingarten. *rolls eyes*
Apollo: I don't want that. I want you to realize you are stronger with others. Those who love you and you love back.
Felicity: But with them I feel powerless.
Apollo: why? That shouldn't be like that.
Felicity: *shrugs* Because Remus is scared of it I think. I told him about what I did to Chris.... He wasn't happy.
Apollo: he worries about you... and what those powers may do to you.
Felicity: ..... So what do you suggest I do now?
Apollo: I offer you to come with me... I'll take you back and will cover up what happened. But as always it is up to you.
Felicity: .....can I have some time to think about it?
Apollon: yes... when you need me... call for my name on a sunny day. *winks at her and he leaves her alone*
Felicity: *once he leaves, looks at the sky* I hope it rains.
Discordia: *walks down the street* Felicity? what happened? I thought you would be in that cafe back there.
Felicity: *glances up* I was.... Until Apollo showed up.
Discordia: Apollo? *frowned and sounded both surprised and upset* what did the sunny head wanted?
Felicity: To tell me I'm going to go insane, lose grip of my powers, and kill everyone. He wants me to go back to camp.
Discordia: of course he wants that!! he sees a glimpse into the future and he thinks he has all the picture!! stupid hot air head he is!! *she sighs and looks at her* do you believe him?
Felicity: I don't know... He put a vision in my head. The camp was almost destroyed and my hand was.....was...*takes a deep breath* It was in Remus chest, and the look he gave me. *shakes head*
Discordia: *thinks about driving crazy one or two of Apollo's children for messing with Felicity. SHe got closer and sat next to her* and... do you think you would be capable to hurt him in such way?
Felicity: I'd like to think it's impossible for me to do, that I can handle it. *looks at Discordia, helpless* am I really going to become a monster?
Discordia: I can't believe that you would become one. *she placed a hand on Felicity's arm* but if you have the slightest doubt, we can stop... I would never hurt you.
Felicity: *thinks it over a minute* I dont want to stop.... I feel like there's a lot more I can learn, so much untouched potential. But, I don't want to be a monster.
discordia: *smiled at her* then... we won't stop. we won't until you feel it is enough. maybe even you can help your brother... I've been talking to him.
Felicity: My brother? *sighs* Well I won't go to camp to help him. If he need helps, he can cone here. What have you two been talking about anyway?
discordia: how much he misses you... the pain and guilt he feels for not being able to help you... his fears to become... a monster.
Felicity: Seems like its a trend. *rolls eyes* It wasn't his fault anyway.
Discordia: brothers and sisters usually feel that way. I know because I feel that way with Somnus and Mors.
Felicity: *sighs* So what do you suggest we do about him?
Discordia: I'll let you decide it. I can't bring him here to be with you if you don't want him to know about you being alive.
Felicity: *thinks it over* How about, you tell him what I'm doing and if he wants to come, he can. If he reacts negatively, hit him hard against the head so he'll forget the conversation.
Discordia: so it would be ok if... I tell him about you being... alive?
Felicity: Yeah, I mean, and offer to bring him to train. If he wants, but like I said, I'd he acts negatively, make him forget.
Discordia: I would have to drive him a bit crazy to make him forget.
Felicity: *shrugs* As long as it makes him forget, do it. Crazy was never a bad thing. *smirks*
Discordia: Ok... I will do that, next time I see him. *smirks.*
Felicity: *smiles* Thanks, you're the best.
Discordia: come on, I'll trait for a delicious pie and coffee, then we can go back to train a bit more..
Felicity: *gets up* Only if its chocolate pie. *smiles*
Discordia: then chocolate pie will be. *smiles and gets up, then offers her hand to her, discordia was already dressed with a dark style of a summer dress*
Felicity: *takes her hand* Thanks for everything Discordia, I mean it. You're more my family than anyone else.
discordia: and you are more my daughter than my own daughter... *smiles softly at her* after that... I'll make apollo pay for hurting you.
Felicity: *smirks* Fair enough. An eye for an eye.
Apollo: it is a very good day for a coffee break... right? *standing in front of her on the other side of the table* may I? *take a seat*
Felicity: *glances up, sighs* Go one ahead.
Apollo: *smiles and takes a seat, then he looked at her* so... who helped you escape from war?
Felicity: *takes a sip before setting her cup down, looking at him, emotionless* None of your business. How come you know I'm alive?
Apollo: *smirks and leans back with his hand on back of his neck. He seemed a young adult relaxing.* Well... you know I'm the god of profecies too, and I saw you alive in the future, so... I just had to look for you.
Felicity: *curses in Latin* I forgot all about that, stupid prophecies. *sighs* You can't tell anyone.
Apollo: why not? why would I protect the secret of a coward?
Felicity: Because I'm not a coward.
Apollo: explain yourself. I know of a son of Mars that will be indeed hurt by your actions.
Felicity:*looks at her coffee* He'll get over it. As far as he knows I'm dead. He'll move on. Everyone does.
Apollo: Oh!... you think so... well... He is a mess... the war is over and he is secluded in his office... No one has been able to take him out of there... he barely eats... very disgraceful for a roman. *he said only bothering her*
Felicity: *looks at him* You're just saying to get a reaction. I'm sure he's out hanging out with everyone and eating just fine.
Apollo: foolish girl... you left as a coward and the only one that misses you at camp gets that attitude from you. *he laughs.*
Felicity: *slight glare* Is that why you're here? To judge me and make me feel more like crap?
Apollo: I'm here to understand why the brave daughter of Pluto, would turn into a coward worm and hide from battle.
Felicity: I didn't hide from battle. I fought in the war till the last day. It wasnt the battle I was running from.
Apollo: then what were you hiding from?
Felicity: Nothing.... I just wanted to get out, travel, train without being judged by my powers. No one likes what I can do with the shadows or the fact I can bring up dead people. They all hate it, they don't want me to reach my potential.
Apollo: so you simply hurt those who love you the most... to get all your potential? isn't that kind of... selfish?
Felicity: Isn't it selfish to keep someone locked up in New Rome for the rest of her life just because you love her?
Apollo: you were... memoryless and with those powers... leaving you free in the world would have caused you more pain than good. As the one who helped you didn't tell you for sure.
Felicity: Yeah, but... *sighs* It's not just about then, it's about the future too. I just felt confined and that I was going to marry him and do nothing for the rest of my life. I know he wants to stay in New Rome but I'm a free spirit, I need this right now. To travel, to train, explore.
Apollo: I totally understand a free spirit! remember I'm the lazy god... the laid back... the... bla bla bla... *smirks* But I've always been direct with those I love. why didn't you tell him how you felt? he is alive only because of his job... believe me. I've seen it. *talking about the future*
Felicity: I didn't tell him because he had too much going on.... And I felt, .... *sighs and looks back at her coffee* Nevermind.
Apollo: felt what? *looks at her not judging at all*
Felicity: It doesn't matter. I wouldn't even be talking to you if I wasn't tired.
Apollo: you are right, you can hide in the shadows, but the moment you pop out again, I'd see you. or my sister. *smiles*
Felicity: *looks at him* Don't you have a huntress to chase after?
Apollo: No... I made a truce with my sister till the last huntress I flirted with will die of old age.
Felicity: You must be in withdraw. *rolls eyes*
Apollo: not really... *smiles* now... why you really did it? you lost your memories to defeat a titan, so you're not so selfish, then why?
Felicity: Why do we do anything? *shrugs and sets some money down, standing up* And why do you deserve to know?
Apollo: Maybe only because I'm worried... I know what lays in your future... and the possibilities about it depending on your present actions.
Felicity: And what do you see right now?
Apollo: I don't like what I see now... it is... not pleasent and not good.
Felicity: *sits back down and looks straight at him* What is it that makes it so bad?
Apollo: *sighs* death... destruction... pain.
Felicity: Sounds like just a few weeks ago during the war.
Apollo: *smiles saddly* what about... you causing the death, destruction and pain?
Felicity: Please, I'm not capable of that. I wouldn't kill anyone unless they deserved it.
Apollo: really? I've seen your brother... Gabriel. He seems to fear he will turn into a monster after your death... the grief is giving him that. and... My grandson... he almost lost his mind when he learned how to control his shadow's power... *looks at her because that is what he saw in her future*
Felicity: And I'm stronger than them. I can control it! I'm not scared. *scuffs*
Apollo: that is the first step to be doomed... your power must be feared. you asked what I see?... *He leaned at her and put his index on her forehead showing her just a glimpse, where she was standing in camp, everything was burning in green and there were corpses everywhere, Remus was in front of her with a surprise look, his eyes without any life in them and Felicity's hand in his chest.*
Felicity: *jerks back, looking scared, stands up, shaking her head* I... I don't believe you. *runs off down the sidewalk*
Apollo: *sighs and walks following her, he needed her to understand or she would kill everyone.* Felicity, please don't run from this, I'm trying to help you.
Felicity: *turns to face him, trying to keep a brave face on but is still shaken from what he showed her* I would never hurt Remus!
Apollo: you wouldn't... but that power... it... shadows your mind and your heart too... it allows you to feel nothing but rage the moment you attack. haven't you feel like that? think on how you discovered your powers? all of you do it in a hurtful way.
Felicity: *silent for a minute as she leans against a wall* Its true that I use to not have good control of my powers, but that's why I'm here, so I can control it. So I can keep my emotions away from it. So I don't kill people again. Or hurt them like I did Chris.
Apollo: The son of Jupiter... well he is loyal to you, he never said a word... *smiles, then looks at her* your emotions let you know who to attack and who you shouldn't... if you feel no emotions... then how will you know that you won't attack one of them?
Felicity: Because... I have emotions.... They're not going to go away....
Apollo: I hope you are right... the felicity I see in the future has nothing but rage and grudge inside her. also feelings and emotions.
Felicity: I don't see how... I'm happy right now. Carefree, no rules.... And I plan on coming back... *knits eyebrows* I just don't know when.... And then there's Remus... He's going to be mad, again.... He's always mad at what I do... I hurt him too much....
Apollo: so you rather him to consume in pain, sorrow and guilt.
Felicity: No... I was hoping me leaving would keep him from all that since I was the cause of most of it.
Apollo: Well... now you know it didn't help him at all. *sighs* and this training will send you into a path that you don't want.
Felicity: ..... I'm not just going to turn around and go back though.
Apollo: I'm not here to take you back, that is your call and also your call to tell your... protector. that god had done a lot of stuff to keep you off radar, you know?
Felicity: I know, and I'm thankful for it. And wouldn't rat him or her out for the life of me. They're the one who motivated me to train in the first place.
Apollo: haven't you wondered why? *he asked and lifted a brow* all demigods death... only those children of the shadows would survive.
Felicity: *looks at him confused* What do you mean? We have just as likely a chance to die as a son of Vulcan does.
Apollo: but they don't get absorbed into the shadows as you do. So and those with the shadows power will fell tempted by it... and you guys would defeat easily half camp.
Felicity: *listens closely giving a slight nod* I guess....
Apollo: your brother is on the edge to become... darkness, and your nephews just need a push to be like that too... there is only one of you to set of the hell fire.
Felicity: Then why not bother them? They sound like they need a lot more help than I do.
Apollo: because they haven't been practicing further what you have.
Felicity: And yet they're more on edge. Further proof that I can handle it.
Apollo: but you don't think you have lost someone in the way they think they lost you. How would you be if you were in Remus place?
Felicity: I don't want to think about it.
Apollo: why not? Think on the vision I showed you... would you be in such control if he was dead?
Felicity: I'm not dead though! *slides down the wall to an awkward sitting position* I don't want to think of him dead... I love him too much.
Apollo: he believes you are dead. *sighs* only by the mention of his death you break down... imagine your powers then,
Felicity: *silent for a few minutes* ............ But..... I can control.... *bites lip as she tries to regain composure*
Apollo: can you? If he died or cheated on you.
Felicity: ...... I don't know. *says kinda defeated like*
Apollo: then you're just like before you left and also you hurt your family
Felicity: Thanks for making me feel better. *spiteful* Now you can go back tell everyone I left and be proud that you broke Felicity Weingarten. *rolls eyes*
Apollo: I don't want that. I want you to realize you are stronger with others. Those who love you and you love back.
Felicity: But with them I feel powerless.
Apollo: why? That shouldn't be like that.
Felicity: *shrugs* Because Remus is scared of it I think. I told him about what I did to Chris.... He wasn't happy.
Apollo: he worries about you... and what those powers may do to you.
Felicity: ..... So what do you suggest I do now?
Apollo: I offer you to come with me... I'll take you back and will cover up what happened. But as always it is up to you.
Felicity: .....can I have some time to think about it?
Apollon: yes... when you need me... call for my name on a sunny day. *winks at her and he leaves her alone*
Felicity: *once he leaves, looks at the sky* I hope it rains.
Discordia: *walks down the street* Felicity? what happened? I thought you would be in that cafe back there.
Felicity: *glances up* I was.... Until Apollo showed up.
Discordia: Apollo? *frowned and sounded both surprised and upset* what did the sunny head wanted?
Felicity: To tell me I'm going to go insane, lose grip of my powers, and kill everyone. He wants me to go back to camp.
Discordia: of course he wants that!! he sees a glimpse into the future and he thinks he has all the picture!! stupid hot air head he is!! *she sighs and looks at her* do you believe him?
Felicity: I don't know... He put a vision in my head. The camp was almost destroyed and my hand was.....was...*takes a deep breath* It was in Remus chest, and the look he gave me. *shakes head*
Discordia: *thinks about driving crazy one or two of Apollo's children for messing with Felicity. SHe got closer and sat next to her* and... do you think you would be capable to hurt him in such way?
Felicity: I'd like to think it's impossible for me to do, that I can handle it. *looks at Discordia, helpless* am I really going to become a monster?
Discordia: I can't believe that you would become one. *she placed a hand on Felicity's arm* but if you have the slightest doubt, we can stop... I would never hurt you.
Felicity: *thinks it over a minute* I dont want to stop.... I feel like there's a lot more I can learn, so much untouched potential. But, I don't want to be a monster.
discordia: *smiled at her* then... we won't stop. we won't until you feel it is enough. maybe even you can help your brother... I've been talking to him.
Felicity: My brother? *sighs* Well I won't go to camp to help him. If he need helps, he can cone here. What have you two been talking about anyway?
discordia: how much he misses you... the pain and guilt he feels for not being able to help you... his fears to become... a monster.
Felicity: Seems like its a trend. *rolls eyes* It wasn't his fault anyway.
Discordia: brothers and sisters usually feel that way. I know because I feel that way with Somnus and Mors.
Felicity: *sighs* So what do you suggest we do about him?
Discordia: I'll let you decide it. I can't bring him here to be with you if you don't want him to know about you being alive.
Felicity: *thinks it over* How about, you tell him what I'm doing and if he wants to come, he can. If he reacts negatively, hit him hard against the head so he'll forget the conversation.
Discordia: so it would be ok if... I tell him about you being... alive?
Felicity: Yeah, I mean, and offer to bring him to train. If he wants, but like I said, I'd he acts negatively, make him forget.
Discordia: I would have to drive him a bit crazy to make him forget.
Felicity: *shrugs* As long as it makes him forget, do it. Crazy was never a bad thing. *smirks*
Discordia: Ok... I will do that, next time I see him. *smirks.*
Felicity: *smiles* Thanks, you're the best.
Discordia: come on, I'll trait for a delicious pie and coffee, then we can go back to train a bit more..
Felicity: *gets up* Only if its chocolate pie. *smiles*
Discordia: then chocolate pie will be. *smiles and gets up, then offers her hand to her, discordia was already dressed with a dark style of a summer dress*
Felicity: *takes her hand* Thanks for everything Discordia, I mean it. You're more my family than anyone else.
discordia: and you are more my daughter than my own daughter... *smiles softly at her* after that... I'll make apollo pay for hurting you.
Felicity: *smirks* Fair enough. An eye for an eye.