Post by Deleted on Feb 26, 2013 19:36:54 GMT -5
Edmund had kind of mentally prepared for getting put into a room like this. Mentally prepared himself for all the potential triggers that were everywhere. He obviously hadn't done such a great job since he couldn't even look at anything except his pants, but whatever. What he hadn't prepared himself for was Jason leaving. It was kind of weird. He could kind of cope if another person was there to do tests on him and semi keep his mind off of things. True, them doing the tests could send him into a panic, but at least the person had the semi redeeming quality of distracting him. When he was alone though, he was with nothing but his thoughts. He could block them well everywhere else... but here. Yeah, he was horrible. Some Roman solider he was. Afraid of the healing dock. And sometimes the forge. His own supposed element because of his "godly parent".
He kept swaying: back and forth, back and forth. There was even an odd, familiar rhythm to it. Ed felt like a little kid, but he didn't really care at that point. He was trying to find a coping method and right now giving into his nerves and ADHD: swaying and kicking seemed to work. I can't stay in here... I can't stay in here... I'm not crazy... I'm not crazy... I need to find them. At least here they didn't pin him down here. He moved his arms just to make sure. He touched his right thumb to his pointer finger. Yep, he still had his nails... His dark brown eyes drifted towards the door again, half reconsidering before permanently trying to erase the idea from his mind. If he did that, Jason would hunt him down again. Edmund could see the older son of Apollo using a tranquilizing dart on him if he ran for it, or even worse, pinning him. The doctors at the hospital certainly didn't have any problems doing it; Edmund hadn't even been running when they did.
Off in his own little coping world, Edmund didn't even notice that Jason was back. He was starting to feel dizzy and starting to feel his heart beat through his ears. This... is not good, he dimly thought, blinking as small dots started to appear in his vision. Why isn't he back yet? He unconsciously rubbed his left arm. Good... it wasn't pinned to the bed... yet. Now he had to leave before they shot him with something... A cough managed to break its way through Ed's shell of isolation. For the second time, he looked up; his dark brown eyes seemingly looking straight through the older boy with a semi lost expression. Okay... good someone was back... Edmund forced his legs into stillness again. He couldn't come back here every week if this was going to happen to him every time he stepped foot in here... His eyes trailed over Jason's face for a moment before dropping back to his own legs. That's when he fully realized who was back in the room with him.
Mental shake time. You're a Roman solider damn it, suck it up.... After a moment, his eyes sharpened and then his face melted back into its usual emotionless, cold expression. How could he have been so stupid? "I wish," Edmund said, a slight growl tinging his monotonous voice. Ed didn't mind getting hit with the hammer. He was used to that sort of abusive hitting from training, so Jason's hand wasn't getting hacked off for that. His both of his legs responded immediately after the tap. The lower part of his legs didn't register his leg gently colliding with the table after the reflex kick, but his upper leg and heel told him that he had (once again) kicked the sitting table. "Can I go now?"OOC: ....I hope I wrote that right >.<
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